Lately, I have been acutely aware of when I feel out of balance. In the past, it may have been background noise or a general malaise. These days, I really feel it when I am not in the flow of Source.
I guess I finally got into the flow long enough that the absence of feeling bad became ‘normal.’ When I get out of the flow now, I notice how different (read ‘uncomfortable’) it is to be out of the flow.
As you might guess, I have been feeling out of sorts for a couple of days. It started when I made the mistake of listening to the news. (Examples: 35% of New Jersey Republicans think President Obama may be the anti-christ, Senator Max Baucus released his version of health care that gives more money to Insurance companies, increases taxes and penalties on everybody and increases the risk of health-cost related bankruptcies, and there is still a lot of hate mongering going around.)
Instead of letting it roll off, I got attached to thinking the world is being influenced by total idiots. I felt discouraged that people with so little awareness are in charge. I began to feel uneasy, like all is not right with the world.
I clearly needed to get back in the ‘zone’ where I understand it’s all an illusion and that I don’t need to dwell on such things because it will only bring more. We get what we think about whether we want it or not.
So, I began repeating the following phrases. Over and over, especially when I’m falling asleep.
I am a vibrational being.
I am Source energy.
Everything I experience is a result of the vibration I have been offering in the form of thoughts and emotions.
It seems like I need to get that at a deeper level. It has been helping, though I feel like I need to keep at it — make it my mantra.
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